Winning the mental game

17 08 2014

After three weeks sidelined with a knee injury, my prep for the 5 Bridges Half Marathon was hardly ideal. I was given the ok from my physio to pound the pavement, but I knew I had to take it easy.

One of my friends, Nikki, offered to be a running buddy, knowing that she was a bit slower than me. But for me, I needed to keep myself slow because I knew I hadn’t built up the stamina, or prepared my body in any way for the gruel of 21.1kms on my feet.

I felt rather undercooked. I wasn’t prepared. Mentally or physically. Could I do this?

Of course, right at the start, Competitive Me had to watch all of these runners taking off, running past us, heading for much faster times than we were. Times I knew I could match. If I’d had the right prep.

I had to remind myself that I hadn’t had a good run up. My training hadn’t been interrupted. It had been ground to a halt. So I’d be foolish to try and follow them. Besides, I was there for Nikki as much as she was there for me.

We settled into a comfortable pace and Competitive Me was beaten into submission.

The first 5ks flew by. We were going along at quite a good pace and I couldn’t believe we were already a quarter of the way there. At this point the course became new to me as I hadn’t run it before. I did the 10k last year, which turned at the 5k point, so we were headed into unknown terrain. Literally and metaphorically.

When people told me this wasn’t a fast course, I thought they just meant the muddy stop bank and the underpass switchbacks. But the undulating path makes it tricky to maintain a regular pace. We started to slow.

I’d been hoping to help Nikki gain a new PB, but it became obvious early on that we were probably off the pace. Never mind, I reassured her, not every race can be a PB.

At around 9.5ks, an ongoing problem for me started to rear its ugly head. Despite having had a knee injury, it was causing me no problems at all. However both my hips started to ache and seize up. I knew I had a long way to go and thought that by sticking with Nikki’s pace, I should still make it round.

At the turn, we walked a few metres to let Nikki get a drink, then. We plodded on again. I had to get moving faster again or I knew my hips would seize up too much. I tried to keep Nikki with me but she was happy in her own little, openly singing world 😉 oblivious to the pace and seemingly happy to trot along.

With about 6ks to go, a couple of things switched in my head. Firstly, the pain in my hips was getting quite bad and I just wanted to get the race over with. Secondly, I was slowly gaining on the runner ahead, and Competitive Me could hold back no longer! I opened my stride and took off.

Strangely, the slightly faster pace and longer stride seemed to ease my hips a little, but not enough for me to want the race to finish! I caught that runner in front of me. And then there was another to aim for. I caught her too. And then another. I lost count of how many I overtook in those last 6ks, but it didn’t matter. I just wanted it to be over :-/

As I rounded the last but one bend, I could see my husband at the end of the road. He’d completed the 10k and had come out to help me over the last 400m. He knew I hadn’t trained properly and was feeling underprepared. It was good to see him and have his encouragement to get over the line.

My time of 2:26:13 is my second slowest HM, but I actually don’t care. Even Competitive Me has got over the time factor. I got round a half, not having trained properly (not that I’d advocate it!) and I’d succeeded in placing my mind over matter in a couple of ways.

Firstly the time. I’m not bothered about it. And secondly, I overcame a world of pain in my hips. That wasn’t necessarily the brightest move either, but I did it.

At a running seminar a couple of months ago, a lot of emphasis was placed on mental strength. Today’s race was purely a mental game. I like to think I won.

But that’s just me. Being competitive. As usual.




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